First whiny entry of the month.
I'm not sure whether it's because of the heat, my pms, or I just have lack of sleep last night... but I feel like I've been beaten up and I feel so weak. I'm waiting for my starbucks coffee... Grande Cappucinno with two sachets of diet sugar and hell lots of chocolate powder (hope he gets it right), then I'll have some power to do my illustration map shit.
God knows I HATE this project.
It's too complicated, and my brain is not organised enough to draw a map that has to be based on reality.
Reality sucks!!! I wanna create something that is unreal!
I need to WHINE
- MILKY BAR SUCKS!!!!
Why do people eat them anyway? They taste like solid plain milk and they make me sick!
- I don't know why... but TODAY... everyone's face is ugly, everyone's voice is annoying, I want to beat up my teddy bear and throw him out the window (but i'll miss him....), I want to kick everyone in the ass, and make little children cry!!!!!
- I wanna annoy people around me. Make them angry. And I'll laugh in Victory.
- I can't show my unreasonable anger to my boyfriend this month... cos I've promised myself not to. I have to have SELF CONTROL. *take a deep breath.... breathe out slowly.... calm down..... I can do it....*
- I know this is weird... but since last night... I can't stop thinking WHY does HELL and JAIL has to rhyme a little?
- I just wanna sit back and relax on a comfy bed in a bedroom where the sun doesn't heat it up like an oven (definetely NOT my bedroom), wear nice cami and panties, drink long island ice tea, and have other people to run errands for me... and be really2 HIGH MAINTANANCE just for TODAY.
oh please... my whole life... I've become a girl who doesn't ask too much, be independent, do my own stuff and deal with my own problems without dragging people inside to suffer with me. So FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE... I wanna be 'maintained highly'.
Just like (most) other indonesian girls in Melbourne. HAHA.
Ugh!!!!!!!!! I'm against the world.... all bymyself, n I don't need anyone's company.
God knows I HATE this project.
It's too complicated, and my brain is not organised enough to draw a map that has to be based on reality.
Reality sucks!!! I wanna create something that is unreal!
I need to WHINE
- MILKY BAR SUCKS!!!!
Why do people eat them anyway? They taste like solid plain milk and they make me sick!
- I don't know why... but TODAY... everyone's face is ugly, everyone's voice is annoying, I want to beat up my teddy bear and throw him out the window (but i'll miss him....), I want to kick everyone in the ass, and make little children cry!!!!!
- I wanna annoy people around me. Make them angry. And I'll laugh in Victory.
- I can't show my unreasonable anger to my boyfriend this month... cos I've promised myself not to. I have to have SELF CONTROL. *take a deep breath.... breathe out slowly.... calm down..... I can do it....*
- I know this is weird... but since last night... I can't stop thinking WHY does HELL and JAIL has to rhyme a little?
- I just wanna sit back and relax on a comfy bed in a bedroom where the sun doesn't heat it up like an oven (definetely NOT my bedroom), wear nice cami and panties, drink long island ice tea, and have other people to run errands for me... and be really2 HIGH MAINTANANCE just for TODAY.
oh please... my whole life... I've become a girl who doesn't ask too much, be independent, do my own stuff and deal with my own problems without dragging people inside to suffer with me. So FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE... I wanna be 'maintained highly'.
Just like (most) other indonesian girls in Melbourne. HAHA.
Ugh!!!!!!!!! I'm against the world.... all bymyself, n I don't need anyone's company.
posted by scar at 12:12 AM
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