My firsts.
"I'm neither one of them, nor one of you. I'm ME.
I'm the one who stand in the corner, smirking at you expensive uniformity that expose your cheap insecurity..."
I wake up one morning and suddenly realising that I'm sick of metalcore songs.
Well, I'm not saying that I've become anti-metalcore and start listening to Chiara or Snoop Dog (Trust me.... RnB IS still the worst kind of music that ever goes through my ears). It's just that... all metalcore songs sound similar, with all their similar riffs, especially the BREAKDOWN and built up.... and they're becoming one of those overrated genres!!!!! I don't find the... 'art' in metalcore anymore.
Besided that, I'm just SICK and TIRED of falling under the label of being a 'metalhead'. Fuck metalheads. All they're saying is they don't wanna be labelled or judged, but unconsciously, they let themselves be labelled as a bloody metalhead. And I hate how they stereotype themselves and their kinds, like... how they think that BLACK is the only colour that metalhead should wear, and if they don't do certain things they're not 'metal' enough. Oh well, fuck that... we're all human and music is NOT about the shirt, your fucking long hair and your attitude.
I can listen to metal and wear a hello kitty shirt at the same time... and NO metalhead can diss me about that.
Okay, enuff said. If you're a metalhead, don't attack me... just realise that what I said is true for most of you.
I guess I might take a break from listening to too much metalcore for a while and start to be open to more music genre.
Lately I'm into shoe-gazing music.... bands like My Bloody Valentine, Slowdive, Friday (Indonesian shoe-gaze band... they're the BEST!!!!), TheRedsunBand........
I can see the 'art' in those music, u know.... and what's even better... not many people like them... so they don't become boring or overrated anytime soon. Atleast I hope so.
My life as a student will be over in a few weeks, n I still can't believe that. I really gonna miss being a student. This year has been quite a great year. Lots of things happen this year for the first time.
My first kiss (yea yea... I kind of saving my lips for the one I really love.)... and of course the kiss leads to something else further... for the first time ;), My first real love, my first valentine, My first rose, My first long distance relationship, my first bunny, my first dead pet (pinkponk, my dog for 11 years, died early this year), my first time touching a dead living thing (trixie and morgoth), my first birthday spent with a boyfriend, my first band, my first gig ^^, my first time becoming a model for someone else's photoshoot, my first graphic design job (even though I didn't get paid at all)........ wow. I guess my life is just starting ;).
I'm the one who stand in the corner, smirking at you expensive uniformity that expose your cheap insecurity..."
I wake up one morning and suddenly realising that I'm sick of metalcore songs.
Well, I'm not saying that I've become anti-metalcore and start listening to Chiara or Snoop Dog (Trust me.... RnB IS still the worst kind of music that ever goes through my ears). It's just that... all metalcore songs sound similar, with all their similar riffs, especially the BREAKDOWN and built up.... and they're becoming one of those overrated genres!!!!! I don't find the... 'art' in metalcore anymore.
Besided that, I'm just SICK and TIRED of falling under the label of being a 'metalhead'. Fuck metalheads. All they're saying is they don't wanna be labelled or judged, but unconsciously, they let themselves be labelled as a bloody metalhead. And I hate how they stereotype themselves and their kinds, like... how they think that BLACK is the only colour that metalhead should wear, and if they don't do certain things they're not 'metal' enough. Oh well, fuck that... we're all human and music is NOT about the shirt, your fucking long hair and your attitude.
I can listen to metal and wear a hello kitty shirt at the same time... and NO metalhead can diss me about that.
Okay, enuff said. If you're a metalhead, don't attack me... just realise that what I said is true for most of you.
I guess I might take a break from listening to too much metalcore for a while and start to be open to more music genre.
Lately I'm into shoe-gazing music.... bands like My Bloody Valentine, Slowdive, Friday (Indonesian shoe-gaze band... they're the BEST!!!!), TheRedsunBand........
I can see the 'art' in those music, u know.... and what's even better... not many people like them... so they don't become boring or overrated anytime soon. Atleast I hope so.
My life as a student will be over in a few weeks, n I still can't believe that. I really gonna miss being a student. This year has been quite a great year. Lots of things happen this year for the first time.
My first kiss (yea yea... I kind of saving my lips for the one I really love.)... and of course the kiss leads to something else further... for the first time ;), My first real love, my first valentine, My first rose, My first long distance relationship, my first bunny, my first dead pet (pinkponk, my dog for 11 years, died early this year), my first time touching a dead living thing (trixie and morgoth), my first birthday spent with a boyfriend, my first band, my first gig ^^, my first time becoming a model for someone else's photoshoot, my first graphic design job (even though I didn't get paid at all)........ wow. I guess my life is just starting ;).





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