The Morning After.

That was one happy night. Getting drunk, but not wasted kind of drunk, gets my mind off the stress and the bad mood I had the past few days. I woke up feeling thirsty like hell.

I should be happier. Why not? I'm quite lucky. I have almost everything that I've ever wanted. But of course, human beings could never get ENOUGH.

Next year I'm getting a new health insurance, and I'm planning to use it to the max. I'll go to the doctor, psychiatrist, psychologist as many times as possible. I'm gonna label myself a MEDICAL JUNKIE. haha. Is there any word that describe a person who thinks he/she's physically or mentally ill, even when he/she's not?

Ah well... I think everyone is abnormal. in different ways.

I'm not talking about the mental institution kind of abnormal. I'm talking about the common problem you have in your life. One thing that bothers your life so much. One thing that most of the time is the reason you feel down or depressed.
That thing can be having abnormal love life, sex life, family, social life, brain, heart, health, wealth, etc.
I don't know about you, but I have abnormal mood and feelings, as they keep on changing in an unpredictable pace. If you don't know what you're abnormal at, I guess you're just too proud to admit it.
This life is like going to school/university. Those abnormalities are the assignments you get. But some people might choose to ignore the assignments and failed in the end.
Those people who choose to do the assignment, they're the scientists. They're using their abnormality as the research topic and themselves as the guinea pig. Only God knows how long this research will take. I can only conduct my research once a month. It sucks.

I can't wait for graduation n renewing my passport... cos after that, my hair is gonna be RED!!!! BLOOD RED!!!!! \m/!!!!!!!!!!

Mochi

New baby bunny. Her name is Mochi.





It's still a baby but it moves a lot. I like bunnies that moves a lot. When it's quiet I think it might be sick.

I hate being asleep lately because I keep on getting bad dreams. Last night I dreamed about being kept in a location with lots of other people (all my friends from school are there), and we were just waiting to be released to fight in the war. While waiting we build strategies to attack the enemies. And there was this guy, a faceless guy, who tried to escape many times. Then he got tricked by one of the doctors. And guess who's playing the doctor, it was Dr. Perry Cox from Scrubs. He told him about one exit door and that there will be no army keeping an eye on that door. So he got out, and once he stepped out... BOOM... something exploded and it killed him. Poor thing.

I wish I could dream of something wonderful, something that will makes me laugh in my sleep (yes, it happened a couple of times. I laugh out loud when I slept and it scares the person who sleep next to me). Or maybe something plain. I'm SICK OF NIGHTMARES!!!!!!

I'm downloading Desperate Housewives season 3. Shit, I'm addicted. When I'm done downloading all of them there will be no more shows left for me to watch.
Recommend me some good TV series. But I'm not into CSI, Law n Order kind of things. But I do like something like Deadwood. And, I dont know why but I dont like The OC.

I'm totally worried about my health insurance. I haven't paid it since December 2004. Then now my friend told me that I can't graduate unless I pay it full, because I'm an overseas student. By paying full, it means that I have to pay from January 2005 until today, which might cost me about AU$1000-ish. DAMN! So much it takes to graduate.
I'm also worried about having my parents coming to Australia to visit. Then they'll meet Starry. Sure, he had met them before, even before we were officially a couple. But I'm afraid both of them not getting along. Starry is worried as well. And I'm worried my mom will say stuff that will embarrass me. Cos she often do that. Like... telling people about my childhood behaviour, which I'm ashamed of. Or maybe I'm just paranoid over nothing. Cos even if my mom will do that... most probably Starry will just laugh.

Noise.

Aaaarghhhh!!!!! what the hell is happening with my neighbours???

It's only 10 am in the morning... And i heard sounds of door banging every now and then, Dum-dum bass sound from some trance music, a baby is crying, and the police car sound.
AND THEY'RE ALL LOUD!!!!!!!

Are they fucking crazy?!?!?!
Feels like something's thumping my head now. I can't sleep anymore. Damn you neighbours!!!!!!!

I kept on waking up last night due to a couple of bad dreams. In the first dream my boyfriend's acting like a jerk. He's abandoning me and keep on shouting at me, when I was going to breakup with him (even in my dream it's hard to do it), I woke up and saw him still sleeping innocently beside me. So I hugged him.
Then I fell asleep again, and the second dream was quite unclear. I found out that I'm the grand daughter of one of Indonesian's late president (p.s: Indonesians, guess who!). So I get to live in a very large white house with all the servants and bodyguards. But... whenever I go outside people treated me like shit. I went to bodyshop, dropped some face creams and the shopkeeper threatened to call the police. oh my....

Then, the loud sounds woke me. *sigh*

Wake up to another gloomy and cold day. The weather is fucked up. It's supposed to be summer now... but it feels like winter/autumn. When do I get the chance to wear skirts???

Stay at home the whole day.

Surprisingly I'm not bored. Usually I'm not a stay at home girl. But today the weather is cold, I'm quite tired, makes me lazy to go out. Probably I'm going swimming at my apartment's pool after this.
I edited Starry's photos I took 2 days ago with his samurai costume n swords. The result is pretty good, I think. But some of them are probably too dark, because I'm using Apple Macintosh, and usually the colour that I see here is brighter than what people see in Windows. Let me know if u can's see a thing. Haha.


More @Flickr.

Wolf Slayer.

My housemate is having her holiday in Gold Coast for 4 nights.
Me and Starry have the whole house for ourselves. Isn't that fun! I can walk around the house naked. Haha!

Went to meet Jonny and Ferdy to discuss about design stuff this afternoon. Then I came back and did a session of camwhoring, wearing my haloween costume. I was Red Riding Hood. I just love the costume so much I wish I could wear it everyday.
I'm a costume freak. I prefer wearing costume than wearing fashionable clothes. I wish that Haloween happen once every month, so that I could try different costumes each month. Or somebody (or myself) should start a costume freak club, and held costume party every month. Sadly, most people around me are too normal.


The Wolf Slayer



Haloween Party




[More Wolf Slayer and Haloween Party pics @ Flickr]



The holiday has only been a week and I'm already starting to get bored. Where are my friends by the way.... I don't hear a sound from them ever since the party. I assume they're still 'dead'. I miss the old times... go to a bar, drinking and talking shit.
No more shopping. And I swear I will not go shopping with other people anymore. No matter who they are, their age or gender. For me, personally, shopping is more fun to be done ALONE.

Ah... I'm sleepy.

White.

Can't Sleep.

Went to watch Jackass Two the movie with Starry and Alex.
I underestimated the movie before, that was why I didn't watch the first one or the tv series. I thought it was stupid. It turns out.... I like it. It's fun watching a bunch of idiots making a complete fool of themselves. Yeah, they're stupid... and it's a stupid movie. But it's not useless afterall. It's refreshing and entertaining. Sometimes it's fun watching something without having to think about the art, the cinematography, the graphic, the storyline, the plot, the character, the acting, the symbolism, the metaphors and WHATEVER FUCKING SHIT design/art student normally care so much about.
This movie bases strongly on my opinion that GUYS ARE STUPID. hahah. They have their idiotic, childish alter ego hidden somewhere between those beard and muscles. Oh well, I still love my boy so much anyway...

Oh, by the way... Johnny Knoxville is hot. I'm in love.

Insomnia and Lust hit me tonight.
Let me put it this way... I'm insomniac and lusting, He is sleepy, tired and have to get up early tomorrow morning, and my housemate is right outside my bedroom doing her projects.
I tell ya, that is a bad bad combination. I tried to hide it, but I can't help looking agitated.
But then he read my mind... and mission accomplished in silent mode. I love him so much for that.

Hahahahahh.... I'm wondering if anyone know what I'm talking about *wink*

*yawn*

Brain on hiatus.

My brain is on hiatus. This week... I allow my brain to take a vacation to the neverland, and let my physical control my deeds. It feels good, although I'm prone to making mistakes. Oh well... I always do, even with my brain.
So yesterday was a very tiring (but happy) day. I went to Novi's birthday party at the loft, but only stay there for like an hour n a half... but surprisingly I was drunk enough. Then I had to continue to my uni's haloween party, I dressed up as little red riding hood (p.s: mir, minta foto donk....), then went home at about 4am-ish, and I was dead tired.
Today I was supposed to go to MENTALFEST, a music festival at the Espy, StKilda. But I'm lazy to go there all by myself, So I decided to just wander around the city, submitting resumes. I submitted 3 today, to TOXIC, Bardot and Lion Hotel Bar. I've been dreaming to work in Lion Hotel Bar. It's my fave bar in Melbourne... ever. I love the environment. But anyway, I really need to get a job. I need extra cash, and I think I'm gonna get bored soon.
Then I went to safeway to buy some stuff to cook for dinner (I'm cooking bulgogi tonight!) and there was a man who stole stuff in safeway. He walked beside my line to the exit, and the theft alarm sounds. He kept on walking until the security stopped him and checked his shopping bag, which was a BigW bag, not safeway's. The security asked the safeway cashier girl whether he bought anything, she said no. Then when he asked him to go to bigW to get his stuff rescanned, he just run away and the security chased after him, grabbed his shirt till it came off. Then he was still running. It was quite an...... (interesting?) scene. I don't think he stole a big stuff (it was just a small bag)... oh well, so much chaos for a small thing.

Starry bought me this cute stuffed elephant. I named him Pocky. Now I'm so attached to him. I love biting his nose and his ears.



Then he also bought himself a chopper knife toy from the costume shop. It's really cute to see him with this chopper knife, cos his face lights up like a 5 year old who gets a baloon whenever he's playing with it. hahahaha.
So we take this picture.....



Gotta cook dinner now.