The Morning After.

That was one happy night. Getting drunk, but not wasted kind of drunk, gets my mind off the stress and the bad mood I had the past few days. I woke up feeling thirsty like hell.

I should be happier. Why not? I'm quite lucky. I have almost everything that I've ever wanted. But of course, human beings could never get ENOUGH.

Next year I'm getting a new health insurance, and I'm planning to use it to the max. I'll go to the doctor, psychiatrist, psychologist as many times as possible. I'm gonna label myself a MEDICAL JUNKIE. haha. Is there any word that describe a person who thinks he/she's physically or mentally ill, even when he/she's not?

Ah well... I think everyone is abnormal. in different ways.

I'm not talking about the mental institution kind of abnormal. I'm talking about the common problem you have in your life. One thing that bothers your life so much. One thing that most of the time is the reason you feel down or depressed.
That thing can be having abnormal love life, sex life, family, social life, brain, heart, health, wealth, etc.
I don't know about you, but I have abnormal mood and feelings, as they keep on changing in an unpredictable pace. If you don't know what you're abnormal at, I guess you're just too proud to admit it.
This life is like going to school/university. Those abnormalities are the assignments you get. But some people might choose to ignore the assignments and failed in the end.
Those people who choose to do the assignment, they're the scientists. They're using their abnormality as the research topic and themselves as the guinea pig. Only God knows how long this research will take. I can only conduct my research once a month. It sucks.

I can't wait for graduation n renewing my passport... cos after that, my hair is gonna be RED!!!! BLOOD RED!!!!! \m/!!!!!!!!!!