Doll.

I'm a doll. Just a doll.
Soft on the outside, cotton white stuffing on the inside.
What else can I say....
I feel painless, I feel nothing.
That's how I like it.
I was once alive and breathing, just like everyone else.
But I chose to be this way.
For the pain of being able to 'feel' is excruciating.
I chose how I've always wanted to be.

DEAD.