My High maintanance evil twin is taking over.
I used to be smarter than I am now. I don't know what happened.
Why is it so hard to get my Permanent Residency in Australia? Why do I have to go a thousand mile, which, they will probably change the rules next year and my effort will go to wasteland; or pay $God-knows-how-much just to be a good resident in a country. Isn't my unconditional love towards this country enough already? ^^
So I've stopped going to school since last week. I went to class last Tuesday and everything annoys me. The teacher- who can't teach at all, don't understand what he's teaching, and a bad hairdresser, and the fact that he's the only teacher; The students- most of them just came from overseas therefore can't really speak english (wait, that's not the point), therefore whenever we're having conversations, whatever I say is simply noise to them, and therefore we don't understand each other; One childish guy- who, I don't know why, always sit beside me, just to comment stuff about me, try to make fun of me, sometimes look at me and then laugh by himself like a crazy person, and when I asked him why, he said nothing -_- (I'm too old for those kind of b.s); The school cleaner, and some other creepy stranger- who keeps on staring at me like I'm an object who they can just stare at without making me feel uncomfortable or annoyed...
I'm sick of all that. I won't waste my time in that place, I might as well do something more useful like working or go to a proper school.
I might sound like a bad person to say all that... but if you go to that school, you'll want to rip your arms and hit your own head with it, too.
Maybe I'm moving to Adelaide after July. If I spend 2 years there, working, I'll get Permanent Residency straight away. Somehow I think it's allright. Sure, Adelaide isn't as 'alive' as Melbourne. But all my friends are gone anyway. Marissa will be gone by then too, so I might as well start a new life. And my boyfriend's gonna move with me! Yeay!
Speaking of friends... I'm really picky when choosing friends to hang out with. I'm nice to people, but it doesn't mean I want to hang out with them. Because not everyone can entertain me (I'm easily bored), and not everyone can understand me. Especially girls. And that is why I only have 2 close female friends left here. Hanging out with guys are fun, but girls are different kind of fun! And I'm thinking of opening an audition for more girl friends :P
These two days I've beed working hard in the tea shop. I love my job. No dirt, no heat, no b.s customers. I can actually use my brain in this shop.
And I found out that mint is an aphrodisiac. So why do guys worry so much about being impotent when I offer them mint candies or menthol ciggies? I'm thinking... maybe the ciggies are the ones that makes them impotent. Not the menthol. Think about it.
My fingers are tired.
Why is it so hard to get my Permanent Residency in Australia? Why do I have to go a thousand mile, which, they will probably change the rules next year and my effort will go to wasteland; or pay $God-knows-how-much just to be a good resident in a country. Isn't my unconditional love towards this country enough already? ^^
So I've stopped going to school since last week. I went to class last Tuesday and everything annoys me. The teacher- who can't teach at all, don't understand what he's teaching, and a bad hairdresser, and the fact that he's the only teacher; The students- most of them just came from overseas therefore can't really speak english (wait, that's not the point), therefore whenever we're having conversations, whatever I say is simply noise to them, and therefore we don't understand each other; One childish guy- who, I don't know why, always sit beside me, just to comment stuff about me, try to make fun of me, sometimes look at me and then laugh by himself like a crazy person, and when I asked him why, he said nothing -_- (I'm too old for those kind of b.s); The school cleaner, and some other creepy stranger- who keeps on staring at me like I'm an object who they can just stare at without making me feel uncomfortable or annoyed...
I'm sick of all that. I won't waste my time in that place, I might as well do something more useful like working or go to a proper school.
I might sound like a bad person to say all that... but if you go to that school, you'll want to rip your arms and hit your own head with it, too.
Maybe I'm moving to Adelaide after July. If I spend 2 years there, working, I'll get Permanent Residency straight away. Somehow I think it's allright. Sure, Adelaide isn't as 'alive' as Melbourne. But all my friends are gone anyway. Marissa will be gone by then too, so I might as well start a new life. And my boyfriend's gonna move with me! Yeay!
Speaking of friends... I'm really picky when choosing friends to hang out with. I'm nice to people, but it doesn't mean I want to hang out with them. Because not everyone can entertain me (I'm easily bored), and not everyone can understand me. Especially girls. And that is why I only have 2 close female friends left here. Hanging out with guys are fun, but girls are different kind of fun! And I'm thinking of opening an audition for more girl friends :P
These two days I've beed working hard in the tea shop. I love my job. No dirt, no heat, no b.s customers. I can actually use my brain in this shop.
And I found out that mint is an aphrodisiac. So why do guys worry so much about being impotent when I offer them mint candies or menthol ciggies? I'm thinking... maybe the ciggies are the ones that makes them impotent. Not the menthol. Think about it.
My fingers are tired.
posted by scar at 7:07 AM
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